perspectives.. energies.. realities..

i am the one who takes you higher... because of you im flying higher... dreams, heaven and getting there... a matter of perspective

i just wrote this days ago on fb status

maybe propelled by watching 'what dreams may come' and then hearing again 'thats my name' by akcent plus realizing the fact that i was in love with someone while someone was in love with me

so whats the difference between realities and what actually happens and tangible? one can feel emotions over the phone, miles and oceans away, as it will not be advised to smile when talking to someone over the phone if emotion was not transmitted too

so if i know that my emotions has been transmitted real to a person, even though with the evolution of email from snail mail to sms from telegraphs and mobile from landline then maybe frustrations, anger, etc are transmitted likewise

if such is the case, then the immaturity of hardwiring a frustration to a person instead of the situation might also be transmitted via this technology driven communication devices

tsk tsk

even my agony and depression repels people even when one thinks this blog is just like paper. paper is tangible, a mobile pc or a handphone is tangible then how come it carries with it negative vibe, energy or emotions

a friend would want me to become cheerful and not moody. sad to say, artists minds are like this, haha, just trying to elevate myself

but anyway, like attracts like from the saying birds of the same feather flock together, i have known ever since i dont know when what kind of friends i attract, and i know for a fact that the friends that stay have the same wavelength as i have if that even is a term that can measure depths of thought

so why do i even forget that these friends are rare, anyway...

i just spent time with 2 of the closest friends i have and realized just now, somehow with them my reality was not existent, was it because with them i was loved and thus being unloved did not matter anymore

how can a positive erase the negative when talking about emotions? so is reality a perspective then??? is emotion a reality???

if the brain controls the emotions why then that merely thinking does not stop an emotional pain but only another emotion can

maybe i will have to have to search for answers to this, scientific or behavioral theories to explain

in the meantime, i thank God i realized that only love can erase the feeling of being unloved

and for the wisdom behind:
Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow. We must fail in order to know. Sometimes our vision is clear only after our eyes are washed away with tears
i just read this tonight and i feel that i have shed the last tear.

this actually pushed me to thinking and to write

life! and the surprises!!!