weird life

there are very few days when you are excited to wake up
or is it just noticeable when you wake up and you drag your feet

how gory can it be that someone would take care of cockroaches
the tv topic was on food, the japanese guy breeds them
its like his hobby and in return he has food

one of the reactive interviewee mentioned 'peoples first instict is to kill it'
but it just came to me, the old guy thought of taking care of something
even though its not a pet
rather its a pest, that doesnt take too much taking care of
but the thing is
everyday he wakes up and makes it his responsibility to clean the room
and then checks his breed
and the time to prepare it as food?
its not in 10min

really... i have got to start taking care of myself
the attention the guy gives to cockroaches
shouldnt i be doing that to myself first in the first place

and i have to note, my fave quote from a friend's mom
'the reason im working so hard
is that so i can afford
to pay someone else
to do this tiring things for me'

so to myself
dont try to do everything on your own

to life!
life hohhh!!!
(^_^)