there is light everywhere
but in my reality its just so dark
is this what hopelessness does
you feel the love, have faith
in an instant uncertainty steals that moment
faith crumbles into despair
despair just makes you want to lash out
you put your pain out there
it comes back to you tenfold
its just so painful, a pain as if your heart has a wound
and a boiling water is just searing through it once more
truth can’t even bring clarity
to a perpective thats so muddy
like you’ve sunk into quicksand
everything is over your head
you can’t see, you can’t breathe
you’re stuck, you’re just being pulled down
i thought i was at ground zero
but I’m not, I’m below it
negativity on top of negativity
I’m sinking… sinking… and still sinking
