need for relationship

loneliness is a great void.... actually
the void where God should be
the basis for design was relationship
this longing to be needed and need

no matter which
... we fill it with
never seems enough
never seems complete

like a puzzle piece that wiggles around a space
never a sense that something clicked into place
as a puzzle piece that fitted
and remained to be seated

the pursuit to fill this void or the pursuit for happiness
will always be a running after ... vanity, vanity... unless
we accept the fact and go back to where it started
where there was the Creator... and then the created

journal ie write something

Today was not good news with bad news day
Rather it was 'blooped' good news with harrassed nerves
Good thing it was topped with a reminder
Our mundane may be an everyday challenge for someone else
And my mess may already be treasures for others
Why do I forget ...even though in pain and no human being bothers
There is a Power who sent forces to get concerned over measly me
On top of every and all kind of...    providence