hope

hope is when you need to let go
but hold on anyways

i still wish...

is there hope???

maturity

i feel exasperated when someone acts like one the wiser
but in reality not fully understanding what one is talking about

and they freely broadcast something without any idea that they end up making a fool of themself
hmm another classic case of 'a noisy can is an empty one'

anyway my exasperation got the better of me
and i want to express, so here i am typing away

who in the first place has the right to brag about maturity?!
i admit to remembering though that i had also commited this sin in the past

anyhow, maturity is
1. relative
and 2. not generic

it is relative
because there has never been a gauge to establish maturity level
so now, it is relative to the one trying to assess another person
how can one say one is at level 1 and say that another at level -2 and needs to improve
and the next best question : 'how to improve?'
what are the steps to take to get from level -2 to -1

which leads to, it is not generic
as every individual is unique
one individual may be mature in handling family
but is not mature in workplace responsibilities
or one maybe mature in handling projects and objectives
but is not mature in handling relationships and is always stepping toes

so i keep thinking
...

puff!!! the answer in a smoke

haha!

my thoughts take me back to the time i thought i was mature
and somewhere in the middle of my brain, is a quote

that somehow says :

the immature ones tend to brag they are mature
but the mature one realizes he is still a fool

life... ;)