can anybody die
of allergies?
im too scared to die of suicide
really its like a disease
these thoughts should have made a psychologists rich by now
i dont know how to get healed of it
yeah i know
prayers should work
meditation they say is good
honestly im too selfish to care about others
when im too tired to even care for myself
so how to get out of this rut then
i do get out
then i come full circle again
and back to where its too low on the scale
the negatives settle again
well at least im not affecting anybody else
and im not pulling down anybody to where i am
really the veins are reddish green
so really tempting to see it oozing
and drain me of blood and life
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